Here is mine. Let's see how great this type of thread is... taking into account the truth of what people want to know.
51 year old male is seeking female... which is actually open even though it will never happen... and believe me... I am lonely but see this type of stuff as completely stupid...
I have no car that can get beyond Galena Illinois. Two, I am a basket case... with anxiety and depression... so don't expect any long trips. Marriage is questionable since it never worked out for me and I am still licking my wounds from trying so hard for a beautiful relationship... because I have anxiety and depression and I was not good enough for her...
My loveable daughter can't see me because I am too gutless to see her with a 1987 car that breaks down ever moment I have so the love of my life... the only love I had never had to work for but came instantainously in the form of nurturing and self-less love is 160 miles away...
Yet, I understand her own anxiety because she is too scared to come to me. And, would never ask her of such a horrible task. So my own love of her creates loneliness that I can't argue with.
So, in any personals, we have too aspects... the good and the bad...
The bad:
Anxiety and depression: you would have to live with it. Any new situations would create anxiety and because I can't do that depression follows. You would have to live with it. And all the hardships that would follow.
Positive stuff. Well I do listen to everyone I meet. I am not quick to anger. If you have a problem, I do listen and try my best to find a solution. If you have kids, I have always been good with them. Kids to me are the gifts of GOD and I would do anything to.. ANYTHING to keep them safe or help them... there is a lot about me in this area I can not say... but, most people would see it as just... not worthy of attention...anyways... But most peole are thinking about themselves... and...
I am just like the person you would meet down the street... the guy with baggage up to his head when he wheres it... and this is why I do not like personals.
I hope you do better than me... and I hope you can gert through personals with out a negative note... but I just do not see it as such... so... good luck to you all... for I know everyone has baggage... Even my future wife if she would ever exist... but I do not have my hopes up high... I have already come to terms with my own loneliness
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