am i wrong

okay i dont quite go out wit this girl b i llike her and she like me but i find my self getting mad if i she talks about her hmeboy  like how they had fun in school u know seeing that we go to to different schools like if she alks about males to me its like i dont like it or get like  jealous i guess

well jeolousy is a sin.j/k but really it is a sin

Yea you wrong because you stated it in your first sentence. You don't go out with this girl. Until you tell her how you really feel. But if she still talkin about her homeboy chances are she's a smeez every smeez I met talked about other dudes they knew & sh*t.

Your never wrong for f**king a girl thats not your girlfriend...when you dont have a girlfriend. Until you and the other girl become an item its not wrong because all your doing is talking.

I gotta question how old are you and this girl you talkin to? This kinda sounds like puppy love no offense.

yea that word is fresh....smeezzzzzzzz just rolls of the tongue

^^ you should make a thread about that gvyll

babyjprettyboy I hope we gave you some sort of input to your problem fam

i'ma do that

but what i'm thinkin is thats how u start not believin leads to this then a greater that.........

see i think like that but the thing is.is i'm afraid to because i feel that i'm siding with the Demons of Hell

but as i write this i'm think do i believe in God or religion because i feel i'm writing as if i do

I believe in me that may sound c*cky and all that but its what keeps me grounded. I never had any handouts in life so I used to blame god but I stopped doing that and at one point I stopped believing in god. I believe in him again but just for the sake of it.

I never read the bible...well thats a little steep lets just say i cant remember anything from the bible. People would say im an asshole or I dont beleive in god. Thats not the case its just with so much sh*t going on in my head and trying to be a good person, the idea of god or jesus christ turning wine into water is bullsh*t to me.

TSOH im not religious either but in no way do I beleive in the devil or anything like that. Speaking of church I got the talking to this woman about it today at my job. She asked me who woke me up in the morning. I said my alarm clock. She said no GOD woke you up this morning. Little sh*t like that im like no god did not I woke myself up. I respect the believing in a higher power but not to the point where your gonna take away my belief in something

^^Thats another reason why I stopped going to church. I tried it again last year with my ex-girl and I was bored out of my mind. My then girlfriend was tearing and saying your so evil. How am I evil for not feeling anything at church. First and foremost it was hot as f**k in there and im wearing a hot ass f**kin suit. The service was from 11-3:30 with no intermissions (Thats a long ass f**kin time), and im supposed to feel some connection to jesus or god. NO SIR I wasent feeling anything but the humidy.

Again, im not religious however I do believe in karma.  I hope I didnt offend anyone on this but most likely I did...somehow someway.

And to add to that why is man so determined to make sense of something that ever was. I believe religion is an escape goat to all the problems of the world today. I dont get how GOD created humanity and then the Thory of Evolution (which sort of makes sense to me), sad thing is one of them is right. Whether God created us all or if the theory of evolution proves to be fact .

to me supa ur some what of a buddist u belive that life is all about learning lessons for example u treating ur girl wrong n she that type that take sh*t to the heart. in buddism they believe  that u'll die n comeback as a girl that will be abused raped all that ish to learn ur lesson.then if u mistreat someone else as when ur a girl u'll comeback in liffe as that person u mistreated.

Yeah the reason sometimes i dont like goin to church is that the hipercrites(however u spell it) that r there. go to church n the next day clubbin sh*ts f**ked man.

like now when i'm thread jackin this dude i dont give a f**k i'm gone die someday n when i'm dead after that wherever i'll be i'll think about sh*t i wanted to do in life but was to embarrased to do it

sometime i just want to go n take all my money everything n just do w/e.cause life to me is like a dream i dont give a f**k about what i do

I quesiton that too, I used to  beleive man was placed here to learn something and once he learns that he will die. But then that wouldnt add up if a 14yrold girl gets raped to death by gangbangers, I doubt she sinned so bad that she deserved that.

And tsoh I said the alarm clock because I knew that would lead into a long debade. I didnt want to disrespect her but at the same time I wanted time to elapse for my break (Thats f**ked up I know). I know god wakes me up every morning but I question it everyday and wonder how does he wake me up everyday.

I beleive in being a good person and believe that evil exists as a way of understanding the concept of being good. Like for example I try to be a good person and hang around other good-natured people. When I do that sometimes (I never say it aloud), but I often wish they received some roadblocks along the way. Not evil thoughts intentionally but just some wrong mistakes to make them a better person or at least learn from bad situations.

Im the biggest pessimist in the world, I used to be a huge optimist but my outlook on the world has changed since then.

LOL, I agree with you on that I think life is a dream and a game of chess at the same time. If you make the wrong move you could be stuck but if you pace yourself and think ahead of the curve you'll be alright in the long run.

i was figuratively speakin about that money sh*t.n about that life is just blank if u really think about it stuff i never i knew someone thought like that also sometime i just sit n think n say man nobody think like me i'm so demented,coo coo.   n i kno people never understand me when i tell sh*t when were speakin serious.i kno people say that alot but i really think no one does in   n i just live life with people who aren't logical not bookwise but life wise Gvyll2007-04-05 02:40:47

I should rephrase that, when I said im a pessimist I meant it like a domino effect. For every good thing that happense to me I get 10bad things that happen. Right now im pessimistic because of that maybe its because Im not in love I dont really know.

I say I love my girl all the time but im 20 what do I know about love. My girl is 4steps ahead of me when it comes to love. I would say I cant imagine my life without her because we just click but I click without a lot of girls too so that rules that possibility out.

The only thing that holds me together is my child without her im a deer in headlights.

sometimes i look at people n say damn how can that not be obvious to do this then that

n that runs along with this thing that i kno what people think,what they gone say next,how their gonna do it

and i kno what ur thinkin is that u cant always kno but thats just a strange thing i do.i kno it sounds like i'm braggin.but its some weird gift or curse i dont know Gvyll2007-04-05 02:56:06

I feel you on that ^^ , I analyze everyone I meet and I also have common sense which makes it easier for me to read situations and people. Im a patient person and I watch what I say every now and again I say what im thinkin too fast and it comes out wrong. SupaFresh2082007-04-05 02:57:08

i was just bout to post that damn it 3 6 i got to hit the hay.its good to kno i'm not the only one that think coo coo or highly leveled.n e ways supa and 3 6 holla at yall tommorow

yea cause i noticed u correct what u say in ealier posts.but on the real good night n have a good day (some old newscaster use to say that) Gvyll2007-04-05 03:02:24

wat is a smezz lol  i from florida and we dont say that lol  ad i am 18 just turned and she is 17      but  oay should i question her about it like should i say where u serious the other when u had me on the phone and told some dude to come at 1                or should i just vibe in sho her i can get girls to  cause now i am thinking i might just fck my friend  cause she invited me to her her house and her parents not going to be home

i know   we close like if she having problems or watevr she tell me and stuff   andi go over her house but only when her parents not home lol they dont like boys   idk know its wierd cause i am going to be going on wit my life   cause i have to go to college but she still going to be in high school ya know   its wierd a whole bunch of stuff i got to think about