Tammy’s Hair Dreams

I'm going to write down my thoughts and feelings about my hair.

I have been through many hair styles over the years. Right now my hair is long, the longest it has been in 27 years.  I had it cut short right after I got married. Then I had a bad curly perm..they are best left in the past.  LOL

I cut my hair in a super short pixie several years ago.  I loved it!! My Mother was shocked that I would cut it so short, but I think she did like it though she would never say so.

Now I have grown my hair long, past my shoulders. It is silky soft and very pretty, but for some reason all I can do is think of cutting it really short again.  It's as if something in me won't let me rest till i cut my hair. I have been pouring over short hair pics and have found one I really like, I'll try to post it here.

In the past when I would get my hai cut, the stylist would say what great hair I have and I really don't want it "that short" and would not cut it as short as I really wanted. After several trips back for trims I woould eventually get it as short as I had first wanted.

This time when I cut it off I want to go from really long to really short. I even want to cut the length off myself.  I sectioned it off the other day into 6 ponytails. That way I can donate it to the locks of love and they can get the maximun lengh without much waste. If it was just put in a ponytail at the base of my neck and cut they wouldn't get the majority of my hair, the top and sides would be wasted. I want the stylist to do the dividing and put in the ponytails, but I want to cut them off myself. It would be a turn-on for me to cut off my own hair. I know without a doubt that I will do this!!! I need to grow my hair more so I can really have a drastic change.

I must be nuts, because I really look good with long hair. It's almost like an obsession to cut it. I feel like I "have to cut it" the monster inside me won't be fed till I do it.

I would like to take pictures of the event too. Don't know how a salon would feel about that.

Secretly, I have always wanted to shave  bald too. I must be really sick. I would look awful bald.  I would love to feel the clippers eating up my hair. Maybe someday. Right now I'll just grow my hair and wait for the "big chop". I know I have the guts to do it, it will just be a matter of time.

This is the haircut I love.